The Diet
Breakfast - Banana
Snack - Big piece of Ross's birthday cake :((((((((((((((((
Lunch -
Well I have had to cancel my interview at Royal Derby because I am in too much pain to attend. There is no way I could do an half hour audio typing test in this state and if I take painkillers then I wouldn't be able to get there at all!!!!! What a complete waste of space I am!!!! My mind and body are giving up on me spectacularly!!! I don't blame you if you stop following my blog, who wants to listen to all this drivel coming out of my mouth - or in this case finger tips. All I want is a little 12 hour a week job, so I have contact with people other than over the internet, so I can act like I am normal for a bit and for people to actually learn to like me - honestly I can be so kind when I am not a self hating loser bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last night I got into trouble for something I could not control and basically was not aware of - on top of everything else this has broken the last piece of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just a little set back that's all. You will soon bounce back, I believe in you!! xx
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