The diet-
Breakfast - Banana
Snack - Pear
Lunch - Chicken Curry at Asda Cafe! Yum
Snack -
Dinner - ham salad
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Have come to meet Steve today for Lunch! He should have come out at 12.30 but is on the phone! Ooh he has just appeared! We decided to have something to eat at Asda so I had a naughty chicken curry, but lets face it they don't exactly give you a massive portion lol! Really enjoyed it though! Enjoyed seeing my Steve even if its not for long.
Although I have not stuck to the diet in a strict was this week, I've not fell of the wagon! I was getting far too obsessed so this is my way of getting some control back! I have a problem about being too perfect at things which I have to try and keep in check!
Also today I have been for my regular visit to the job centre. I have been advised to stop applying for jobs and try the volunteering for Derbyshire Voice that is a Mental health charity. She thinks that I will be good at being a rep for them at meetings as I am not frightened of saying what I think, mmm not sure if that's a compliment or not lol! Isn't that what has got me into trouble before!?! I can only argue about things I feel passionate about, so yes maybe this a good start for me, I do hate how Mental health sufferers are judged, treated and discriminated against! I am also passionate about sticking up for my family but that's not always appreciated now I am finding! Oh well I can't change who I am, you can either love me or hate me I ain't going to change!
Anyway rant over think I might have a trip to Tesco with Steve. I will walk slowly down the chocolate and Christmas isle and glance longingly at the goodies on display and behave myself completely lol!
NEWS FLASH - LOST 2LBS SINCE MONDAY! YAY!
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