Monday, 31 October 2011

Monday 31st October 2011 - A new week, a new routine!!!!

The diet -

Breakfast - Banana
Snack - Pear
Lunch - Chicken breast
Snack - Pear
Dinner -
Snack -

Well the day has started terrible, I am in awful pain, so won't be long before the pain killers out!!!!  Going to keep my routine today, even if it kills me lol!!!  I am so desparate to keep this thing going, after doing so well, I feel like a complete failure!!!!!!!!!!!  There is one person who keeps me going and that is Steve, he is not only my husband, he is my best friend, life coach and my biggest fan!!! We have gone through so much together, this is just another hurdle to test us - I want to look like I did when we first met, don't get me wrong I was young then and I have not aged well, but weight wise I can be that person again.  Why is it Steve just gets more and more gorgeous with age and I look like an old witch lol!!!!!?????!!!!!!

We still need to sort this family thing out too.  We are not going to let them get the upper hand, we know they don't like me and all the blame will be forced on me, but we are not going to let that happen.  If we make friends again, it will be on our terms, not theirs!!!!  Anyway, got to get rid of this pain, Amy is taking me out this afternoon and you know what that means.........................lots of shopping lol, sorry Steve!!!!

Ah well the shopping trip didn't happen, Amy was feeling unwell so I went to meet Steve for his lunch. Got to say I was disappointed but hey ho these things happen. The diet is ok, did have a chicken breast from Morrisons.

6 comments:

  1. Men do get better with age while us women become more wise. Your doing fab Xxx. AT

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  2. Hi Nicki
    You are doing so well, don't give up it is all worth it in the end. do it for YOU, you are a beautiful kind and caring person. when the going gets tough buy a new lipstick it always works for me. love Allison Hodgkinson xxx

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  3. Keep it up Mrs H - we all have down days, off days, whatever days - just need to not beat yourself up for these and start the next day as you mean to carry on. Look at how far you've come in such a short space of time - its amazing. Completely agree with Allison - new lipstick/nail varnish - just a little treat can do the trick. Love TCS xxx

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  4. you keep it up nicki , you are doing so well and all your fellow bloggers are all proud of you , you are a lovely person and i am proud to call you my friend ... you get out and enjoy your shopping trip xxxxxxxxx rosie xxx

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  5. keep going mate you are doing so well! you know you can do this!!! xx Tapp

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  6. Significant Other31 October 2011 at 21:30

    Keep up the good work. Love ya xx

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